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Adult Orphans

Adult Orphans

February 28, 2014 by Shirley Enebrad 6 Comments

When my mother died three months after my father had passed away my oldest brother said to me, “now we are the older generation…we are next in-line.”  That statement hit me like a ton of bricks. My brother was right, we were now the old folks of our family. We were forced to look at our own mortality. Our identities changed instantly too. We were no longer the son or daughter of John and Jesse. We were their  adult orphans. So, even though we were grown ups we were parentless. Parents are our first relationships. The way any of us feels about ourselves comes from the way we interacted with the two people who gave us life. How we were brought up forms our core belief about who we are as individuals.  We cannot replace our parents once they are gone. Even bad parents love their children as close to unconditionally as possible. In most cases no one else loves you as wholly as your mom or dad or if you are lucky both. When they die that sense of being loved no matter how you behave is gone.
 
You might have a hard time coping for a while. I used to travel a lot for my work. Whenever I flew home my parents’ house was closer to the airport so I would always stop to see mom on my way home. For about a year after she died I erroneously took that exit off the freeway countless times…picked up the telephone to call mom for advice or to report something awesome. Only to be disappointed time and again. I finally smacked my forehead enough times that it eventually sank in to my consciousness the sad truth was that I no longer had a dad or a mom.
 
People around you who have not lost a parent or both parents yet do not understand what it feels like. So, you might not get the support you need after a parent dies because there is the expectation that we will outlive our parents. Well, I am here to tell you that may be true but it doesn’t make it any easier. The bond between us and our parents starts in the womb people! For me my mom’s death was nearly as difficult as the death of my little boy. There was a lot more baggage with my mom’s death too. Unless you are an only child, there is always sibling drama. In fact, if you had a strong relationship with your sibs before you became orphans, the loss of your second parent usually strengthens your bond. If you had difficult sib relationships prior to the passing of your parents that difficulty gets magnified too. My mom was the glue. Family gatherings after mom followed dad in death were not the same.
 
If you are overcome with the sense of loss and upset because you didn’t say all that you should have…write a letter or a poem or just a few lines in a note. Memorialize your parents by planting a tree or bush in their honor. Speak about your feelings to your siblings or friends. Once again, don’t beat yourself up with woulda, shoulda, couldas…give yourself a break. No one is perfect—even though your mom probably thought so.
 
Be well,
Shirley

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  1. keith p.cooper says

    May 12, 2014 at 7:46 am

    5-12-14
    Shirley,
    While websurfing at work I saw your webpost.My mother died at home in her room 1-24-13.
    Your online ad appeared while I was on morning break.My break just ended.I will recommend it to
    whover I can.It is good to be aware of this.
    Signed,
    Keith P.Cooper

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    • Shirley Enebrad says

      May 13, 2014 at 9:53 am

      Dear Keith,
      So glad you found my website and blog. I hope it helps you. I have two books that might be of comfort to you as well. I am sure that Mother’s Day was tough… it’s my least favorite holiday so I can relate. Take care and cherish your memories. Aloha, Shirley

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  2. Susan says

    July 28, 2014 at 7:25 pm

    I lost my Dad to cancer years ago and my Mom (my very best friend in the world) was hit by a car years later. I’m an only child and my parents were from Europe. I hove nobody to lean on, grieve with, cry to, etc. I’ve seen a few ‘therapists’ who have just recited the typical words of, ‘time heals all”, etc as they just stare at me. I have not found ANYONE who knows how to help me deal with my loss. One ‘therapist’ just bluntly said, ‘I can’t imagine what you’re going through and don’t know how to help you’. Great. I am all alone and getting older and am so, so sad.

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    • Shirley Enebrad says

      July 29, 2014 at 12:07 am

      It sounds like you have experienced a lot of loss. It is difficult to say good bye to our parents. I am curious, have you ever attended a grief group or a grief workshop? I think you might benefit from being with others who can understand your pain and your journey. Please think about getting my books. They have helped many people. Grief is not a mental illness so don’t let therapists treat you like a patient. You are going through significant losses and need someone to hear you. I hope that you have subscribed to my blog.
      Warmest Aloha,
      S

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  3. danny says

    July 29, 2014 at 4:19 pm

    Really good Shirley I want to talk to you. i am so nervous and wonder why I should carry on-

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  4. Ved says

    August 17, 2015 at 5:45 am

    Heavenly Father, please wrap your lvonig arms around this family. Please fill them with peace, comfort and love. I pray you surround them with lvonig, caring people who will lift them up in prayer and support them through this grief. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.

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